JANUARY 20, 2009.
So, I didnt do any work, at school. Instend I felt like writting in my Journal.
“ONCE in a lifetime you find that one person that you can feel is right for you, but you just want to sink into depression because at any chance it could be taken away from you or it could be altered in some strange way.. I’ve finally found that one amazing man who..completes me in a way I couldn’t even stand to believe and all it is…is false. It’s a fake world in a fake society created by thirteen and fourteen years olds without passion without being about to understand their god-given capacity for love, partnership, trust, loyalty, and twin guidance. His thoughts are constantly on my mind even when I go to sleep…when I’m eating- I know it sounds crazy but it’s absolutely true. I sit there and chew my meal wondering what he may be doing that exact moment in time as I sit there. When we smile at each other my heart races beyond any speed acceptable to man and I can’t control it and much more, I can’t help it. It takes a special man to deal with me; it takes an independent man to deal with me; a strong willed man with the mindset of an experienced adult with soft hands that could handle and please a woman beyond her wildest dreams. Treating her like a princess is only the first step, this man engages her emotions in a way that surprises her spirit her soul right down to her bones, making them shake violently with ecstacy and amour. It’s something I can’t put my finger on, but I can feel ever so strongly through every thought and emotion that I have. Can I live without this feeling? In the beginning, I could have and I still can, but my life sure would be empty and incomplete. Loving someone sure does complete a life; I agree and I’ve already met him January 12, 2009; he asked me out for the first time . AND NO DO NOT TAKE OR COPY MY DEDICATION”
Pretty tight like Howard says, I think im “pro” at this crap.
